“Hige sceal þe heardra, heorte þe cenre,
mod sceal þe mare, þe ure mægen lytlað”
Beowulf
“Heart shall be bolder, harder be purpose,
more proud the spirit as our power lessens”
J.R.R. Tolkien translation.
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks with me)
The only thing that that I pray is that my feet don’t fail me now
(Jesus Walks)
And I don’t think there is nothing I can do now to right my wrongs
(Jesus Walks with me)
I want to talk to God but I’m afraid because we ain’t spoke in so long
— Kanye West
Just the hook cuz the rest ain’t relevant. God show me a sign today, as I asked for it. Actually he gave me two.
Amen.
I was at the university, studying.
I mean, mostly; cuz I also was with my friends
…and Liv of course.
Don’t have much to say. I guess I’ll post a note when I have some spare time but, frankly, it doesn’t look this way.
So much to read.
Plus dissertation to hand back for november … I know it seems far but … time flies.
I’m reading Henry D. Thoreau “Walden” & “Civil Disobedience“.
I’m off to LDN on the 22nd.
Yeah, that’s pretty much it.
More news later.
…no promise though.
What a world that I’m livin’ in,
Will the rainstorms ever end,
Still I feel my… path narrow,
I run again,
See happiness is gone again,
And then you see ‘em,
Grey clouds up above man,
Metaphor to my life man,
Still I feel my…heart stronger then its ever been,
Strong will to my journey ends,
‘Til then I roll,
More then I’ve ever rolled not pills but the mari-ol’,
Still I feel my…eyes heavy when the days go,
Nothing helping with my head dose,
But I aint sleepin’,
Awake in another state,
Livin’ in a new space,
Still I feel my…mind runnin’ at a steady pace,
God help me so I’ll win the race
‘Til then I call
The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I’m not worried at all
C’mon C’mon
The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I’m not worried at all
Hey Hey
I let them know some, let them know some, let them know some
You can listen up, listen up, listen up, listen uuup
Hey I let them know some, let them know some, let them know some
You can listen up, listen up, listen up, listen uuup
Grey clouds took together fam,
Lining piercing to another land
Over the desert wit’ the lost play,
Soul searching each in every way,
An then you see tha,
Awesome sounds so profound within,
It’ll grip you…you can see it,
If you hear you can feel it too,
Somethin’ special I am runnin’ to,
‘Til then I go,
Away very far away,
To another universe where all people say,
Its a new new place for the special to embrace,
Like a martian you seein’ it,
Wandered out the place,
Take what you need from the valley of the hopeful,
Even if you dry you’ll be floatin’ high above it,
You can say Bye Bye Bye,
Sky might be fallin’ but remember you can fly high.
The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I’m not worried at all
C’mon C’mon
The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I’m not worried at all
Hey Hey
I let them know some, let them know some, let them know some
You can listen up, listen up, listen up, listen uuup
Hey I let them know some, let them know some, let them know some
You can listen up, listen up, listen up, listen uuup
—KiD CuDi
Listening to his latest release when I’m not playing at Red Faction Guerilla. Got to recover from the parties and the alcohol.
y’a know.
the usual.
Random.
Last september.
other times.
Strangers coming.
Myself going.
possibilities lying.
… and the need to put meaning in my life again.
Here’s the real deal.
I don’t think I’ll post any “rolls” here anymore …
unless it’s relevant to some things I’ve lived … who knows.
Anyway, see you there
and stay tuned here, of course.
My first mistake was letting you into my life (Yes it was)
My second mistake was allowing you into my bed (Laying in my bed)
My third mistake was loving you more than I should
Oh, I really should know better
My fourth mistake was sitting with you,
While you’re telling me that you can’t do this anymore
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
I’m walking home and listening to MP3s
Just how did I let you decide to destroy me?
I’m missing you, it crossed my mind that our heart will bleed
The love that I have left behind is gonna finish me
It’s one of those days
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
See yesterday I called her back
The day before I called her flat
It ain’t working, break my neck
Still it ain’t cut me my cheque
A week ago I did my thang
Three o’ clock, I missed my train
Tomorrow I thought we could chill
There won’t be, yes, you won’t, I will
The moral of the story like I told my cousin Corey
You see Cupid he will stab you in the back like Jason Voorhees
So he’s got smoking cigarettes and got me drinkin’ 40s
And the doctor said take two, and he said call me in the morning
It’s the worst day
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it’s true ‘cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
My life
— Calvin Harris
Forget the rap part and remember the first 2 verses. Cuz that’s exactly last year and it really blow my mind when I listened to it while running back to my flat. Seriously, it’s exactly what happened… except the tomorrow phone call, ok … and the rap part.
